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Life Uppdate
12/9-25 The anxiety is making me so fucking anxious. I wanna say that I dont know why Im feeling like this but I know exactly, and that Is only making it worse cause I have no idea what to do about it.
10/9-25 I HAVE TO DO MY BIOLOGY ESSIGNMENt
8/9-25 School is school and I am I, and my bestie abandend me
7/9-25 Things are better than they have been in a while, it's weird that my mental health is better during school than it was over the summer
6/9-25 I have such a urge to do creative stuff but I just... don't have a outlet for it I guess
1/9-25 Some days are alright, but at some point I always just get so tired. I did laugh a lot today though, that's always something...
29/8-25 I don't know where to go
26/8-25 Youtube is taking the surplus value while I'm fetishizing the commodity, that being the video I'm currently consuming
25/8-25 I can't live a full life if I'm not coping with my anxiety.
21/8-25 First day of school done! I look forward to a year filled of too much coffeine to combate the sleepiness from my anxietymeds that don't even fix my anxiety!☻
19/8-25 School starts in two days and my misson to become a cool person during summer was not a succes, matter of fact i don't know if I am a person at all!
18/8-25 I am pretty sure all my friends hate me☻
17/8-25 Everything is perusual that being not much, not much good, not much bad, not much anything
so ignor this yeahhhhh as i said go of and look through a window and contanplait why you are the way you are (spoiler its probably your own fault)
Site Uppdate
31/8-25 Changed sidebar as well as header and some colors on the homepage, added better navigation, plus an "under construcktion" page
27/8-25 Chatbox in journalpage. I don't know what to do next
24/8-25 Journaling page is up!
21/8-25 Fixed the currently watching/ reading segment, changed the colors of the scrollbars.
19/8-25 Added stamps and some text, this is fun!
18/8-25 This takes time, almost done with homepage, it is kinda ugly tho. Have been fixing colors and borders and such.
17/8-25 Okey, im still working on the layout!
so ignor this its just to filol out space qouse im lazy did i say my spellling suck s gjjasjajsjksk sooooo have a nicve dayh and read lots of yaoi or sum
Welcome
Welcome, Im glad you find your way here! This is my little space that I am woring on. I guess it is a combination of me wanting to learn js/css/html and wanting sort of a digital journal. It is very much in its beginning stages so you can expect lot of new things and changes coming!
For now only the homepage (this one) and the diary/bloggpage are functuning. But I'm planing a gallary page for photos and stuff and a page for random shit, mostly stuff i've been reading/watching/listning to!!!
I used Petera Pixel's layout generator for the basic layout and then made changes to my likeing. Visual, the site don't look a lot like the original layout but it's the base code, so check out Petera Pixels site!
And most of the stamps/graphics are stolen so if anyone want credit (/me removing it) just let me know!! Hope you enjoy your stay!
✌︎︎♡ Star-Crossed, 19/8-25 ♡✌︎
About Me
Hello! My name is Liv and I am an 18 year old from Sweden. I don't know if there is much more to say about myself.
I have depression wish feels like a stupid thing to be the first thing i say about myself. But the truth is that that is so ingraind in who I am. I hate it but it is the thing that defines me the most. Wich isn't weird when you think about it, I mean if you spent all your teenage years tired, unmotived, sad and anxious to the point where you feel incapable of doing anything, of course you're not going to have much of a personality. But I am trying to break this, I am trying to strenghten the few intrests i have so that maybe one day it can become bigger than my sadness. And i hope this site can be a part of that.
Either way. I do read quite a lot, quite mixed when it comes to genre but mostly contemporary. I'we realized I tend to like the things people call boring and slow. I like storys in general, wither it's books, or shows, or games, or podcasts (LOVE audio dramas). I also love music. And animals, basicly grew up on a farm sooooo, and gardening, and i suck at spelling and grammer :).
have a bunch of things i wish I did (/did more), like i wish i could play instruments and make music, and be more activly politicly involved, and i wish i could do art, any kind of art, just something that feelt like meeee. Honestly I should just try commiting to something, but I have to bad selfesteem. But I am starting my last year of highschool wich is stressing me out cause I need to make a decison after this :/ which I can't do cause I got no personality, so I REALLY NEED TO HURRY UP and make myself one!!!
Yeah... Enough rambling! I should probably re-write this but knowing me.... that won't happen, HAVE A NICE LIFE, and sign the guesstbook!!!
✌︎︎♡ Star-Crossed, 19/8-25 ♡✌︎
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