Journal

So, here's where i write stuff, a bit about whats going on in my life but probably mostly stuff i've been thinking of lately. I haven't quite decided how i will sort the entries yet. It feels uggly just writing in a looong section, i'll figgure something out. My spelling suck ass so you just gotta live with that.

✌︎︎♡ Star-Crossed, 4/7-25 ♡✌︎

5th of July - My horse died today

Yeah, dude is dead. And i can't really wrap my mind around it. Birkir ♡, he was the best. I mean he was there, outside, everything good, just two days ago. We were out riding earlier this week and now... that that was the last time. Now he's just gone. I feel bad. Mom toke him to the clinic earlier today, we still thought there was a chance he'd survive, so I didn't say bye proparly cause i thought that would mean he'd defenetly die. And then he did. He didn't even seem like himself. I miss him. Lily, our other horse, is just alone now. I can't tell her that her friend is dead, yk cause i can't talk to horses. It most be confusing for her Birkir is just gone and she don't know that he will never be back. It feels weird that he is not there. I feel bad about not taking the time to ride more during the paste few months. I miss the damn horse. Gaush i'm just wrambeling. Here's a photo of him. Bye.

✌︎︎♡ Star-Crossed, 4/7-25 ♡✌︎

(gousch, that was a bad picture, i'll find a better one later, Birkir is the dark one and Lily the lightbrown one)